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do’s and don’ts

We all are different,different tastes,different beliefs,different aims and different ,unique ways to look at things..I am in a different state of mind today.Like never before..i am bringing out my imagination of my kind of man..Do’s and Don’ts of my kind of man.

A big yes- yes to well-dressed men.Someone who can walk on the floor and make people around  look up at him.A descent dressing sense with no trying to attract attention yet being noticed.

A yes- yes to someone who can be really good with kids.One who can play with them and laugh at their innocence and forgive them for their mischiefs.

A big no-no to six pack abs…be the natural always are more appealing in normal looking body.

A yes- yes to ambitious,hardworking men who have certain aim in life and reach the heights.

A yes-yes to one who can enjoy making food and serving sometime…sometimes atleast.

A bigger no-no to those who become violent when of the things i fear.

A big no-no to one who stares another girl when on date..hate it.

A big no-no to smokers…

A big yes- yes to someone who knows how to make me smile.

A big no-no to spiky hairs.

A big no-no to tattoos…anywhere on the body.

A big no-no to party animals…drinking in limits is always goody goody thing to do.

A yes- yes to someone polite enough to kiss your hands and ask for a date.

A yes- yes to someone who can always open the door for me to get inside.

A yes- yes to a good planner who can plan surprises.

A yes- yes to romantic and lovable ones.Someone who can make simple things of life really worth living for.

A yes-yes to sweet,cuddling and huggable men.

A yes- yes to something as sweet and innocent as this.

So,here lies the do’s and don’ts..hope you enjoyed.



I enjoyed it alot…


the complex creation

Girls are undoubtedly the best creation of God.They are blessed with  a beautiful body,innocent heart and great strenght.

Here,an attempt to understand the complex creation of God.

When a girl is quiet…millions of things are running in her mind.

When a girl is not arguing…she is thinking deeply.

When a girl is looking at you with eyes full of questions…she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a girl answers ,” i’ m fine” after a few seconds…she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.

When a girl lays on your chest..she is wishing you to be hers forever.

me,deep inside

An overtly emotional gal,who cries on terrace alone when hurt.She feels lonely in a crowd of people,She enjoys looking at birds,listening to the rain outside.She talks and talks and talks until all her pain comes out in form of tears.She is someone who cares for everything thing and everyone who is a part of her life.She forgives those who have hurt her and continue to do so.She stays friend with merciless people who only aim to make the best use of her.

A girl who looks for something new to happen each day.Someone who looks at future with lots of beautiful colours.A girl who wants to enjoy the moment she is in, A girl who had choose a small house by the side of a river than a luxury apartment.A girl who would smile for a little flower gifted to her ,a smile passed on when she arrives or a gentle hug to her.

A girl who stays lost in her dream world.She visits the beautiful valleys when her heart smiles and gets lost in a dusky place  when she is alone.she cries in her dreams on a lonely island when words cant heal her pain.She finds a solution to all the worries in those distant lands where nobody comes.

A girl who desires for no gold and no luxuries.All she wants is love and care.She never moves back when the friendship needs help.Her love for humanity is immense.She cares for the tiny plant about to emerge in a garden.She cares for the little insect trembling in pain just cause it came beneath her feet.All she wants from her loved one is – love.

A girl who holds on to certain principles in her life.Someone whose ears go red when trying to tell a lie.A girl who would do what is  right despite the fact she goes against her friends.Someone who had never believe her heart could be wrong in what it says.

A girl who values respect above love.She desire for love,respect and loyalty in a relationship.She does not believes in stooping down infront of someone just cause she is born in a girl’s body.She is someone who had once being told,”I had show you your place ” and She answered back,”You hadn’t picked me from garbage,I was always a precious jewel which you unfortunately never realised the worth of”.

She is someone who had a modern perspective to look at things and still does finds peace in a church.She has her dreams which are purest of all and she would make them all come true.Someone who very few have the privilege to understand and love her what she is.

will you !!!

will you be with me in all my dreams and fantasies,will you be in black and me in white and walk along the beach like a newly married christian couple.

will you be always there for me whenever i feel like being a little stupid and hugging you all of a sudden anytime and anywhere.

will you silently hold my hands inside the dinning table when i tickle your feet.

will you just give me a tight hug when i am sad and depressed and i feel no words can describe what hell i am going through.

will you hold me in your arms like a baby even when i become a little heavier.

will you sit by my side and listen to all silly and monotonous talks,when i feel like.will you listen to me when i am hurt and i want to curse a bitch in my life.will you just give me your ears and a shoulder to lean on.

will you sometimes come and ask me for any help i need or suddenly give me a hug when i am making your favourite dish.

will you sometimes plan little surprises for me or send me flowers or leave love notes in my room.

will you wait for me while i take a little more time in getting ready.Will you just look at me lovingly when i wear those footwears or put an eyeliner on my eyes.

will you always find my arms to hold on,even in thousands of others.

will you be the same loving and caring darling even when we grow old.

will you !!!

never apart

He’ll pick on you to see your smile but won’t say a thing to make you cry.he’ll brush the hairs out of your eyes.he’ll stare at you during the movie even though he paid $8 to see it.He”ll call to say goodnight or just cause he’ s thinking of you.He”l look into your eyes nd tell you ,” You’re beautiful”and for the first time in your life you’ll believe him.

Together forever,never apart,may be in distance,but never in heart

Lord let me be a simple soul,
No matter what life brings.
Finding joy in solitude,
And peace in little things.
Content to watch the grasses grow,
And all the flowers bloom,
Bringing sunlight to the lives
That may be touched with gloom.
Lord let me be a simple soul,
However grand this earth,
And never let me once forget
How much my soul is worth.
Blind me to the things of life,
That cause the heart to stray,
And keep me just a simple soul
….Forever and a day.

Yeah,i am being haunted by a does not let me sleep and i get up in a shock,at midnight.Someone help me out.It’s gonna eat me within.I don’t wana live with it.

Fear of getting married.It might shock you as well.I have certain insecurities in mind regarding marriage.I have read its made in heavens,its the most beautiful bond.I have heard people saying how they had actually started living after getting their spouse.I don’t know how much truth lies beneath.It haunts me like a ghost.I get irritated the moment people ask me when are you getting married?.

What i fear is not the responsiblities levied on you or complete devotion to a single man,I fear the longevity of happiness in marriage.I fear,If my husband misunderstands me as a common Indian Girl,who would easily succumb to all his demands.I do not want a man to rule me.I want perfect understanding in my relationship.I fear being an object of  mere attraction.I fear being someone who had always be expected to sacrifice.I fear loss of identity as being just someone’s wife or someone’s mother. I fear loosing my friends.

There are n number of fears associated with me with fear of getting Married.May be its all my illusion or over-imagining of things.It simply haunts me.


A man reserves his true and deepest love not for the species of woman in whose company he finds himself electrified and enkindled, but for that one in whose company he may feel tenderly drowsy

We cannot really love anybody with whom we never laugh

A woman has got to love a bad man once or twice in her life to be thankful for a good one.

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don’t know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.
A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous.

There is no disguise which can hide love for long where it exists, or simulate it where it does not

All i have kept in my heart since long which needs to come out .all i have been taking laong with me all these days may find peace here.

1.To my dearest dad,

I really love you Dad.I respect the kind of person you’s not that easy to stand by your principles.I know how people have cheated you in this journey of truth.I can understand how you lived life in troubles but never did let treachery or violence or wrong ways be your way.There for sure could be no other “You”.Although,i love you but I feel at times,being such a good person is a crime and hence,you are a criminal.

2.To the soul of my life,Mom

You are my support system.A day without you is difficult to imagine.I have grown up seeing you as a dutiful wife and a dutiful mother.I have seen you sacrificing your happiness for all of us.I have seen you smiling with your heart when we are happy.I wish i could be just 10% of what you are..

3.To my best friend,Sonek.

I don’t understand what binds me so..tight with you.I feel very secure with you.We have spent the most beautiful days of our lives together.Sometimes,i feel you cant understand me.At times,i even felt I should hide things from you just cause you wont understand.I love the way you can make out from my voice,i am hurt and you cant sit quiet till i let it you for this act of love.

4.To someone i had loved

I have respect and love for you in my heart but the fact is I had never understood you.I doubt your love for me is true or not.I had the most beautiful moments of my life with you which i had cherish all my life but forever i can’t imagine with you.

5.To angel of my life.

You truly have come into my life like an angel.You wiped away my tears.You made the world look so..beautiful.I love the way you call me beautiful.I love the way,I can just tell you every bit of my life.I love the way,you take away all my worries and love me unconditionally.

6.To my girlfriend,Ruchi.

You dont deserve to be born this time..You are such innocent girl.You have such a big heart with love for everyone.You are a perfect soul.I know how harsh life has been with you,it took away your parents.I am really proud of you of how well you had survived and how you prove to be strenght of your family.I love you for what you are.

7.To my dearest hater

i don’t know why you have so much attitude and how can you wear faces 24*7.The way you pretend to be such a nice girl,wen actually you are splitting venom within.God save me from such a breed.

8.To my sister.

God had decided we could never be friends.You can never understand me and my aims in life.I do care for you and i want you to grow and stop looking at this world from a mere window.Its a beautiful place to live in.I want to protect you from the bad world but feel the beauty of it.

9.To my support.

Yeah,my little brother- you are my support.You give me courage to fight.You make me realise how and what do i lack in my life in a very positive manner.I can do anything for you.Ask me and it will be done.I love you a lot.

10.To my future husband.

I do not hold high expectations from you.I just want you to love me for what i am.I do not want you to rule me.I can give you all the world’s happiness,all i need in return is love and respect and a lot of understanding.I so hope,you won’t disappoint me.

It’s all i need to say…

a fact

A closed mind will never understand an open heart