Category: talking to myslf

Fix you..

When you try your best, but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you’re too in love to let it go
But if you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And on your face I…

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And on your face I…

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you


passion to me are words !!

A wise men said , ” Good writing is just an evidence of an intensely lived life.If your life is burning well,writing is just the ash.”

Passion to me is  playing with words..making the best possible use of words to express my inner feelings.I feel writers are blessed souls in this universe as they can feel the beauty of inner things.They can bring out the fantasies and imaginations into pure words.They can bring out the life in objects just by the glorious vision .

William Wordsworth said ,“Poetry is the spontaneous overflow of powerful feelings: it takes its origin from emotion recollected in tranquility”.

My thoughts come out independently in tranquility.Silence is one of the best moments felt in our lives.In these particular moments , we can be ourselves.We can look within ourselves and our past ,present and future all in one go.Spontaneous flow of emotions actually happens with me.When i am hurt , words come to me like a collage and i pick up the best of them.Poets can only understand how beautiful is the feeling of pain .

Beauty is truth, truth beauty,’ – that is all ye know on earth, and all ye need to know.’John Keats quoted it.

Seeking for truth is like peeling an onion,layer after layer.Its like a long journey in a dark continent as Joseph Conrad states in ” Heart of Darkness”.When you are face to face with truth..its beautiful.However,bitter the truth be, your soul affirms for all the pains as truth is beauty.

“My words fly up,my thought remain below.words without thoughts never to heaven go” Shakespeare quoted.

Such beauty of words can never be recreated.When its only words that come out from you without having been pondered about them is mere wastage.Words should have the ability to electrify the souls who read them and if they can’t do it..they can never touch hearts.

what makes me go :) :) :)

They say when ever you feel a bit low ,just think of the moments that had made you smile.Recollect all of those that you have kept close to your heart to be with you in times of troubles.When life seems to be sullen and there seems to be no way out of it.Spend time with yourself and get lost in the world of beautiful memories.

Thinking of the times ,when someone special made me feel beautiful inside or a sudden consent of secret love being felt by a close friend or those of when i felt i am being loved for what i am .One of the special ones told me ” i am a girl straight out of dreams”.Someone told me ,” I wish i could be just like you”.These small little words create a special moment in our lives and are being cherished for whole of our lives

Thinking of the times when i did something silly or stupid and never got caught for it brings that awwwwh kind of feeling and i blush …blush..blush…smiling..

Thinking of the moments when i pamper myself like a princess or spend long hours taking a peaceful bath or spend one fourth of my salary on parlor and another one in shopping  makes me feel “heyyy shonaaaa!!!!”.

Moments spent in reading a book ,when i can find myself in one of the characters and i cry with them and smile with them.After completing one,I feel i have lived one life and i am back into another.It’s a bliss i feel and makes me really happy.

Moments spent in absolute ” vellapanti” and when i have just nothing to do,no body to talk with,nowhere to go and i just be with myself.

A girl’s day out with my sweet angels when we roam out in markets,bargain a lot and buy a less lolz..we tease guys out there and live up our lives like back to those college days.

I love ice creams…I would be the only one in this universe who loves all the flavors discovered till date.Butter scotch drives me crazy.ooopsss..

Thinking of those moments spent with my pup.the only one who always comes waging his tail no matter I slapped him a moment back..such innocent love.

Those moment when i feel the bliss of rain..getting wet in those waters from heaven seem to soothe my soul.” let the waters from heaven drench my soul”

Moments when i think of him and think of how  innocent and cute the love between us could be.i go all awwwwhhh again.

Moments when I am lost in those beautiful worlds ,i call my dream world where there are no sorrows and no pains.Life is just about being happy and content.Wish,i could be there forever.

It has made me all smile and smile and smile

🙂 🙂

🙂 🙂

All i have kept in my heart since long which needs to come out .all i have been taking laong with me all these days may find peace here.

1.To my dearest dad,

I really love you Dad.I respect the kind of person you’s not that easy to stand by your principles.I know how people have cheated you in this journey of truth.I can understand how you lived life in troubles but never did let treachery or violence or wrong ways be your way.There for sure could be no other “You”.Although,i love you but I feel at times,being such a good person is a crime and hence,you are a criminal.

2.To the soul of my life,Mom

You are my support system.A day without you is difficult to imagine.I have grown up seeing you as a dutiful wife and a dutiful mother.I have seen you sacrificing your happiness for all of us.I have seen you smiling with your heart when we are happy.I wish i could be just 10% of what you are..

3.To my best friend,Sonek.

I don’t understand what binds me so..tight with you.I feel very secure with you.We have spent the most beautiful days of our lives together.Sometimes,i feel you cant understand me.At times,i even felt I should hide things from you just cause you wont understand.I love the way you can make out from my voice,i am hurt and you cant sit quiet till i let it you for this act of love.

4.To someone i had loved

I have respect and love for you in my heart but the fact is I had never understood you.I doubt your love for me is true or not.I had the most beautiful moments of my life with you which i had cherish all my life but forever i can’t imagine with you.

5.To angel of my life.

You truly have come into my life like an angel.You wiped away my tears.You made the world look so..beautiful.I love the way you call me beautiful.I love the way,I can just tell you every bit of my life.I love the way,you take away all my worries and love me unconditionally.

6.To my girlfriend,Ruchi.

You dont deserve to be born this time..You are such innocent girl.You have such a big heart with love for everyone.You are a perfect soul.I know how harsh life has been with you,it took away your parents.I am really proud of you of how well you had survived and how you prove to be strenght of your family.I love you for what you are.

7.To my dearest hater

i don’t know why you have so much attitude and how can you wear faces 24*7.The way you pretend to be such a nice girl,wen actually you are splitting venom within.God save me from such a breed.

8.To my sister.

God had decided we could never be friends.You can never understand me and my aims in life.I do care for you and i want you to grow and stop looking at this world from a mere window.Its a beautiful place to live in.I want to protect you from the bad world but feel the beauty of it.

9.To my support.

Yeah,my little brother- you are my support.You give me courage to fight.You make me realise how and what do i lack in my life in a very positive manner.I can do anything for you.Ask me and it will be done.I love you a lot.

10.To my future husband.

I do not hold high expectations from you.I just want you to love me for what i am.I do not want you to rule me.I can give you all the world’s happiness,all i need in return is love and respect and a lot of understanding.I so hope,you won’t disappoint me.

It’s all i need to say…