Category: Relationships


never apart

He’ll pick on you to see your smile but won’t say a thing to make you cry.he’ll brush the hairs out of your eyes.he’ll stare at you during the movie even though he paid $8 to see it.He”ll call to say goodnight or just cause he’ s thinking of you.He”l look into your eyes nd tell you ,” You’re beautiful”and for the first time in your life you’ll believe him.

Together forever,never apart,may be in distance,but never in heart

Yeah,i am being haunted by a fear.it does not let me sleep and i get up in a shock,at midnight.Someone help me out.It’s gonna eat me within.I don’t wana live with it.

Fear of getting married.It might shock you as well.I have certain insecurities in mind regarding marriage.I have read its made in heavens,its the most beautiful bond.I have heard people saying how they had actually started living after getting their spouse.I don’t know how much truth lies beneath.It haunts me like a ghost.I get irritated the moment people ask me when are you getting married?.

What i fear is not the responsiblities levied on you or complete devotion to a single man,I fear the longevity of happiness in marriage.I fear,If my husband misunderstands me as a common Indian Girl,who would easily succumb to all his demands.I do not want a man to rule me.I want perfect understanding in my relationship.I fear being an object of  mere attraction.I fear being someone who had always be expected to sacrifice.I fear loss of identity as being just someone’s wife or someone’s mother. I fear loosing my friends.

There are n number of fears associated with me with fear of getting Married.May be its all my illusion or over-imagining of things.It simply haunts me.

Love

A man reserves his true and deepest love not for the species of woman in whose company he finds himself electrified and enkindled, but for that one in whose company he may feel tenderly drowsy


We cannot really love anybody with whom we never laugh



A woman has got to love a bad man once or twice in her life to be thankful for a good one.


Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don’t know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.
A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous.

There is no disguise which can hide love for long where it exists, or simulate it where it does not

All i have kept in my heart since long which needs to come out .all i have been taking laong with me all these days may find peace here.

1.To my dearest dad,

I really love you Dad.I respect the kind of person you are.it’s not that easy to stand by your principles.I know how people have cheated you in this journey of truth.I can understand how you lived life in troubles but never did let treachery or violence or wrong ways be your way.There for sure could be no other “You”.Although,i love you but I feel at times,being such a good person is a crime and hence,you are a criminal.

2.To the soul of my life,Mom

You are my support system.A day without you is difficult to imagine.I have grown up seeing you as a dutiful wife and a dutiful mother.I have seen you sacrificing your happiness for all of us.I have seen you smiling with your heart when we are happy.I wish i could be just 10% of what you are..

3.To my best friend,Sonek.

I don’t understand what binds me so..tight with you.I feel very secure with you.We have spent the most beautiful days of our lives together.Sometimes,i feel you cant understand me.At times,i even felt I should hide things from you just cause you wont understand.I love the way you can make out from my voice,i am hurt and you cant sit quiet till i let it go.love you for this act of love.

4.To someone i had loved

I have respect and love for you in my heart but the fact is I had never understood you.I doubt your love for me is true or not.I had the most beautiful moments of my life with you which i had cherish all my life but forever i can’t imagine with you.

5.To angel of my life.

You truly have come into my life like an angel.You wiped away my tears.You made the world look so..beautiful.I love the way you call me beautiful.I love the way,I can just tell you every bit of my life.I love the way,you take away all my worries and love me unconditionally.

6.To my girlfriend,Ruchi.

You dont deserve to be born this time..You are such innocent girl.You have such a big heart with love for everyone.You are a perfect soul.I know how harsh life has been with you,it took away your parents.I am really proud of you of how well you had survived and how you prove to be strenght of your family.I love you for what you are.

7.To my dearest hater

i don’t know why you have so much attitude and how can you wear faces 24*7.The way you pretend to be such a nice girl,wen actually you are splitting venom within.God save me from such a breed.

8.To my sister.

God had decided we could never be friends.You can never understand me and my aims in life.I do care for you and i want you to grow and stop looking at this world from a mere window.Its a beautiful place to live in.I want to protect you from the bad world but feel the beauty of it.

9.To my support.

Yeah,my little brother- you are my support.You give me courage to fight.You make me realise how and what do i lack in my life in a very positive manner.I can do anything for you.Ask me and it will be done.I love you a lot.

10.To my future husband.

I do not hold high expectations from you.I just want you to love me for what i am.I do not want you to rule me.I can give you all the world’s happiness,all i need in return is love and respect and a lot of understanding.I so hope,you won’t disappoint me.

It’s all i need to say…

a fact

A closed mind will never understand an open heart

trembling in fear,i had lost my way.
bleeding in heart,i hided my pain.

shivering in mind,i knew i was right.
tortured in soul,i knew i am dead.

rain couldn’t ease me,i was dried within.
words couldn’t heal me,my heart went deaf.

hug couldn’t calm me,it was terror within.
silence couldn’t comfort me,i need to hear.

broken in pieces,i would rejoin myself.
damaged feelings,i would mend and repair.

fractured emotions,i would put together.
shattered hopes,i would fix and join.

p.s – it’s a collection of sudden thoughts in my mind which wavered me like bursting out of a dormant volcano.