Category: Just Nikki


Masti with Marilyn

1. “I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.” When are you are at your best?
When it rains and i am with myself all alone on terrace , thinking of the most beautiful moments of my life.

2. “Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it’s better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.” Do you ever think that you are boring?

Hehe…I won’t lie.I am boring and lifeless when i want to be left alone.

3. “A wise girl kisses but doesn’t love, listens but doesn’t believe, and leaves before she is left.” Did you ever break off a relationship because you wanted to be the one to do it?
I did.

4. “It’s better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone.” Do you feel that she is correct?

Yeah…true.The fact is if you’re with the right person ,you just can’t be unhappy and when he/she is wrong,unhappiness prevails.

5. “Ever noticed how ‘What the hell’ is always the right answer?” What was the last thing that you didn’t plan on doing but then thought, “What the hell!”?

I think it’s the best way to let things go…I missed my office cab and i said , ” what the hell”.

6. “We should all start to live before we get too old. Fear is stupid. So are regrets.” Do you have any major regrets?

I do have regrets.I guess, we all do wrong things in life and regret.But it’s wrong, anything that made you smile in your life or helped you learn and grow should never be regretted.

7. “What do I wear in bed? Why, Chanel No. 5, of course.” What do you wear to bed?

pyjamas and tees..
8. “It’s better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what your not.” Have you ever pretended to be someone you are not because it was easier?

Pretense and me are two sides of an ocean.I find it really hard to act what i am not and the funniest part is i always get caught when i pretend.
9. “I am invariably late for appointments – sometimes as much as two hours. I’ve tried to change my ways but the things that make me late are too strong, and too pleasing.” Are you usually on time for events or appointments?

Yeah..i am always on time. ( waiting for others to come late !)

10. “Keep smiling, because life is a beautiful thing and there’s so much to smile about.” What makes you smile?

Guys like you reading me and leaving  a mark !!!

sexy,saucy n cool

1. “All women do have a different sense of sexuality, or sense of fun, or sense of like what’s sexy or cool or tough.” What do you do to feel sexy?

I wear high heels.

2. “I don’t think the money people in Hollywood have ever thought I was normal, but I am dedicated to my work and that’s what counts.” Do you think people think you are normal?

Abnormally Normal !

3. “If you ask people what they’ve always wanted to do, most people haven’t done it. That breaks my heart.” What have you always wanted to do?

Being loved unconditionally

4. “There’s something about death that is comforting. The thought that you could die tomorrow frees you to appreciate your life now.” What do you appreciate the most about your life at this time?

Love in my life

5. “Where ever I am I always find myself looking out the window wishing I was somewhere else.” If you could be somewhere else, where would you be and why?

In my would be princess’s room.

7. “If I make a fool of myself, who cares? I’m not frightened by anyone’s perception of me.” Have you ever made a fool of yourself? If yes, spill.

Getting crazy in rains

8. “I don’t believe in guilt, I believe in living on impulse as long as you never intentionally hurt another person, and don’t judge people in your life. I think you should live completely free.” How often do you feel guilty?

When i do not speak my mind and suffer.

9. “I never like being touched, ever. People used to say I held my breath when they were hugging me. I still do.” Are you ever uncomfortable being touched?

Touch can create sensation only when love is filled in hearts.
10. “Oh, God, I struggle with low self-esteem all the time! I think everyone does. I have so much wrong with me, it’s unbelievable!” Give us an example of what you’ve done when feeling low self-esteem.

Jot down , analyze and come out with conclusions.

Me….

I got across this Meme and stole it.

Here it goes,

Ten things I wish i could say to people right at the moment –

– I am really thankful to all my readers who make me feel so loved.

– Be yourself and you would be accepted.

– Each one of us is a gem .Just need to look inside oneself than searching for it in others.

– I just hate lies !!!

– I do not like people peeping inside my personal life.

– I am emotional but not a fool.

– I can’t find a reason why should i listen to you.My name,itself means “Unconquered”.

– I love your presence around me and miss you when you’re not around.

– I do not want to get married so early.

– I am really bad at pretending so you can always be sure about me.

Nine things about me

– I love blue .

– I can have really bad mood swings.

– I am a suspicious girl.

– Possessive by nature and Unselfish at core.

– I write diaries and they are a treasure to me.

– I am self obsessed too.lols.

– I am a lover of nature.

– Rains have an incredible effect on me.

– I find it really hard to abuse people.

Eight ways to win my heart

– Be yourself.

– Be ambitious in your life.

– Have a caring and loving heart.

– Good sense of humour.

– Get me flowers .

– Love my blogs which are a glimpse of me.

– Respect women .

– Love me the way I am.

Seven things I can’t understand

Am i insane .

– Do people actually love to know about me.

– How can we judge someone at first meeting.

– When is our country gonna change.

-Why do people live their lives like mountains and trees who come into existence ,die and decay.

– Are marriages really made in heavens.

– If happiness is just a state of mind,Why is it so difficult to attain.

Six things I wished I never did

– Trusting you.

– Crying in movies.

– Being blind to all the atrocities .

– Trying to be a love cupid.

– Letting others interfere in my life to the extent that they take decisions for  me.

– Putting on weight.lols.

Five Turn offs

– Bad smell.

– Lies.

– Low mentality.

–  Crowded places.

– Bitchy girls.

Four Turn ons

– Rains.

– Ice creams.

– Intelligence.

– Compliments.

Three things I wana do before I die

– Publish my autobiography.

– Pamper my would be daughter.

– Do something for women’s liberation.

Two words that describe me

– Unconquered.

– Simple Soul.

One confession

I have a crush on you .

I have known someone whom I actually don’t know so..well.I have seen her inside me.When i look inside myself,i see this beautiful girl who is so much like me ans so much different.She comes to me when i am all alone,She claims to love me like nobody else on this earth.She knows every single incident of my life and she tells me what went wrong.She lives in my sub-conscious self.I do not know her exactly.

She is a carefree girl,who lives life to lees.She doesn’t cares of what people would think and say.She annoys people and irritates them and still smiles at their weird looks.She is like a small child who wants to play whole day.She is like a bird who is unhindered by heights and keeps flying.

She has a beautiful heart…such innocence on face.She believes nothing could go wrong as long as God is with her.She forgives and forgets the miseries in her life.She finds peace with nature.Its  in lap of nature,she gets a new life.

She has a belief that life would be full of beautiful colours.She hopes for a future that would bring her loads of  happiness.She enjoys the present,hopes best for future and had moved away from past.

She is someone who is peaceful inside.She does not need any outside help to heal the pain within.She believes that the true cause of happiness or grief is yourself.the answer to all the questions lie within you.

She is a girl who like an ostrich closes her eyes to avoid the unbearable.She lives in an illusion that prey can’t see her cause she can’t see it too.Silly girl,she is.

She is a crazy girl and can be psycho too at times.She cries and laughs aloud.She smiles and has tears rolling down her cheeks.She is with you yet in her own world.

She is a dreamer..She has a new dream to fulfill each day.She lives in a dream world and promises herself to make them a reality.

She is someone who can’t live in bondage.She needs to be breathe the fresh air that makes her feel  independent.She can’t be stopped.

She is a girl who had left her footprints in every life she had touched.

When i look inside me ,I find her.