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“Millions of spiritual creatures walk the earth unseen, both when we sleep and when we awake.”
John Milton

I believe in Angels ,I have faith that God has sent some special guardian Angels in our life who protect us from evil.Angels could be of different types.A few of them only come to us when we are in trouble,They come to us asĀ  strangers , take us out of hurdles and leave for Heavens.A few of them are God’s favorite who always stay with them and sing glories.

One specific kind of Angels are childish ,notorious and Naughty by nature.They play mischief like children and love to create confusion on Earth.They do not willingly hurt people but the child in them is naughty enough to do it.They always make you smile.They love to have get together s , dance in parties, get drunk and play mischief s.I have one such Angel in my life, Mansi Mehta .

She is the Naughty Angel of my life who always makes em smile and hugs me tight like a baby even id we had hugged just an hour before.She has a heart of Gold.As I mentioned above,such breed of angels are half human .They make mistakes and cry too.They smile and make everyone smile wherever they go.They are themselves unaware of their Origin from Paradise.Angels in heavens search for them and they hide as they love to be on earth.lolz.

She is someone who makes me feel life is beautiful.She becomes an entire group to hang out with alone .I do not really feel the need for someone else to join as she completes my bunch.Its wonderful how she makes me feel and how special I feel with her.Being half human , she is good to gossip with too.lols.

She is like a tiny tot who has a very pure heart and immense love to share.The smallest of things they do for us makes us feel blessed.The touch of paradise could be the reason.They make you feel you are living in heavens as they pass on the positivity and purity of their thoughts by their touch and their words.

I feel really really special to live in her heart.These Angels make me survive in the cold universe with the warmth of love to share.

I love you…

And I know where are you from….

šŸ˜‰ šŸ˜‰

P.S – let the Naughty Angels in your life know we know aboutĀ  their Origin .

Aah..i wish , i could

I have been tagged by my sweet friend , Shwets.I have to list 10 things i wish to learn or i wish i could.Here it goes ;

1. Cooking – It has got to be on topmost of all.As mentioned many times on my blog , ” the way to man’s heart is through his stomach”.I do not enjoy cooking like most of the girls do,itsĀ  moreĀ  of a pain to em and i wish i could get over it and cook delicious foods.

2. Telling lies – I am really bad at telling lies.My ears go red,my voice trembles and body shivers if you are intelligent enough to listen to the body language.I wish , I could learn to tell good lies.

3. Technology – I am not much ofĀ  a tech- savvy.I wish , i could have an easy hand on latest technologies and equipments.

4. Using cosmetics – Strange..but being a girl, I do not like putting make up on myself.Eyeliners ,mascara, lip glosses and lip liner are all weird to me.I so..hope , I learn to put up with them being an Indian girl and would be indian wife.

5. French – I am a lover of French language.Wish , i could be fluent in it soon.

6 . Being not so sweet – Sounds awkward. But i wish i could use ” tit for tat” in my life.I am overtly sweet at times.Fear diabetes.lolz..

7. Soft-wares – I am equally bad at using soft wares ans downloading things.I need to improve on it.

8. Remembering things – I forget things …where i kept my keys, where i left my wallet.I need to be less absent minded.

9. Watching News – Watching or listening or reading .Being aware of what’s going around us is what i often tend to ignore in my dream world.

10. Un- Learn – To not learn what is meant to be backward and inhumane.To learn to live likeĀ  a free bird.

Dying to b alive

Sometimes, when i am lying likeĀ  a dead corpse on my bed ,I think of death and life.I travel to places beyond the universe.I look inside me search for what remains alive.The place i visit isĀ  a silent sea that lets its waves come and go..I sit there asĀ  a soul waiting for the life to come and give me a new birth.They say the sea would freeze as snow keeps falling on me.Its freezing,snow is falling like dew drops from heaven .I do not feel anything.I lie there lifeless.

I hear no words, I sense nothing .Its beyond what can be termed as “Silence”.Its complete tranquility which listens to the noise of winds..sounds of wave that comes and goes.It listens to the snow that falls on the waters.It shows to me the white lotus in blue waters which looks so divine.My life ceases to exist.Its perfection I see asĀ  a soul.

My body seems to be dead.It merely covered my soul inside.What is life now? Is it being in a universe which does not lets meĀ  live the way I want,Or is it the life that calls me towards eternity,free will and independence.A place where my thoughts could be as free asĀ  a nightingale to sing and sing and die.Where my individuality can be itself without any kind of artificiality.

Where I can be a free soul unhindered by all existing things.I do not wear a skin, neitherĀ  do I belong to any place,Nor do I pray to certain God.What i think , I become.What i dream off becomesĀ  a reality.I do not have to prove myself asĀ  a soul asĀ  we need to prove ourselves as human beings .I am blessed by eternity.Love is the only thing that touches me.Happiness knows no name as it is the only thing that exists.

I travel to roads which are beautiful.They do not end anywhere.Destination never arrives.I have to go on searching for someone to come,something to arrive,someone to tell me why i go on walking on this path which leads to nowhere.The answer is the path leads to Death.The journey is a called ” life”.

before i say goodbye…

How long am i gonna be alive ?

Which day would take my breath away..It’s all a mystery.Life and Death are so unpredictable.How would be life after death or should i say ” is there any life after death”.

Before, I see the last day of my life in this wonderful universe.I want toĀ  let out my heart open.

I want to be remembered as a girl who lived like a fairy in her dream world.She should be loved for what she is and not ridiculed for how she lived.I would like to unravel all wonderful things before i say goodbye.I do believe that nothing can be termed as good or bad,it’s all how we look at things.I do not object trying out so called ” bad” things cause life comes just for once.

Playing with my little daughter is one of the things i dream about.I would love to be pampered by my in laws and would be the best daughter in law.I believe when you are in love with someone and you decide to settle down,you have to love every single person of his/her life.There is a kind of attachment you feel with the things and people related to him / her when in love.

I want to live my life as i want.Free likeĀ  a bird.I am not one of those who can be happy in cages.I love to fly high in the sky to reach that sun even if it aims to burn my wings.Living alone is one of the things i fear yet one which excites me.Do not know why and how ? I want to be pampered yet i want to be set free.I want to loose myself free from all worldly bondage yet always be trapped in love.

I do not seek for salvation.For me ,salvation is being happy with my loved ones.For me ,heavens are being in his arms forever.The joy of having ice creams in winters,tea by roadside in rains,giggling with my friends looking atĀ  a cute boy out there, sitting on terrace alone and looking up at the sky are heavenly joys for me.I seek for these pleasures till my last breath.

I want to holdĀ  a pen in my hand and a diary on my laps at my last moment.The only passion of my life ,let it be with me always.I want to be remembered asĀ  ” A Simple Soul”.A girl who had simple ,sweet and innocent dreams,who lived in her won world.

All the love in my life,all the hearts who gave me shelter.I had like to be there forever.Its a warm to place to live in when the world outside turns out to be cold,too much cold to bear.Foe all those whom i had hurt at certain point of time.Forgive me .I do not want my soul to be overloaded by grievances or complaints.

I want to die in a sleep.Let no pain surround me in my last few moments.One incident i remember, A grand mom of my college lecturer was on death bed.she was surrounded by all her relatives.All of them were in a hurry to be with her in her last moments.A few said, ” Give her water”.Others said, ” let she speak her last wish “.Some said ,” ssshh…let her speak”.The last words of the old lady were ,” Let me breathe for a moment“.It left me dumbstruck.I seek for peace in my last moment.painless death.

Do not know what made me think of death …why am i sounding low or why am i mentioning all of it.I guess , none of you could be there in those moments of my life.


Let me be a free spirit….