Archive for July, 2010

a fact

A closed mind will never understand an open heart

One of the best things we can do is to think about ourselves and reach the depth of our heart to unreveal the real ” me”.

1. my name- Nikita
Nikita means “unconquered”.It is derived from the Greek goddess of victory”Nike”.In indian context it means, “a dew drop from heaven”.It also stems from the Russian word which means”light”.In haryana,it could mean” as beautiful as the moon”.In Sanskrit ,it means “Beautiful”.I am also known as “Chinky”which is a cute one.

2. my age – 22
I guess,an age which wavers between being responsible and being childish.One needs to face the real world,work hard for career as its now or never.An age when you ought to decide the further ages to come be paved which way. of my friends- ruchi.
she has come into my life like an angel.we share one of the most wonderful bonds.I can speak out my heart,cry aloud,be childlike,get pampered,shout and let my anger free.just can’t imagine life without her.

4. one of my fears- Acceptability
I have a fear of of my concerns of life is what people think about me .it hurts me to know,quite a few don’t like me as i am. of my strengths – Patience
i am being blessed with lots of patience.i can wait for something i love,all my life.i do not fret or regret in sacrificing my little happiness for those whom i care about.i believe in being content in what we have. thing that irritates.
there actually are  a thousand things bit one that haunts me is – those who touch my things without my permission.i love smallest of things that belongs to me and am very possessive about all of them.If you ask me for it,i would give it.if you try to sneak it out,you’ll have a tough time. thing that makes me smile
ice creams,they can bring a smile on my face anger begins to melt down with the melting ice cream.i really love melted ice creams. of birth- 16 January 1988
A Capricorn female is like that goat, which has to reach the top of the mountain. It doesn’t matter what position she starts and how slowly she walks, she will be at the top much before those, who were running in front of her.they have an inherent sense of social elegance, modesty and conventional look. Though she looks completely calm, composed and balanced, don’t think she doesn’t have mood swings.

9.idea of perfect date
My idea of perfect date is on a lonely island where only me and him would walk holding hands,cuddling each other,giggle and laugh,see the sun rise and sunsets,lie down looking at the beautiful sky. favourite colour
blue is my favourite colour which symbolises peace, tranquility, cold, calm, stability, harmony, unity, trust, truth, confidence, conservatism, security, cleanliness, order and loyalty.

11. You can also find me
I am also living in another blog-

trembling in fear,i had lost my way.
bleeding in heart,i hided my pain.

shivering in mind,i knew i was right.
tortured in soul,i knew i am dead.

rain couldn’t ease me,i was dried within.
words couldn’t heal me,my heart went deaf.

hug couldn’t calm me,it was terror within.
silence couldn’t comfort me,i need to hear.

broken in pieces,i would rejoin myself.
damaged feelings,i would mend and repair.

fractured emotions,i would put together.
shattered hopes,i would fix and join.

p.s – it’s a collection of sudden thoughts in my mind which wavered me like bursting out of a dormant volcano.